This is a personal post that has nothing to do with photography. I don't mind because reaching out to you is far more important to me right now.
One of the reasons why I fell in love with you is because we could talk about anything. I remember our first date where we sat and talked in front of my moms house for hours. We acted as if no one else in the world mattered and for that period of time, it was just you and me getting to know each other. When we first got married, I remember your mother making fun of us, asking you how many times a day do we really have to call and check on each other...
That being said, I can always tell when you are upset,angry, or down. Right now I am a big ball of emotions and some how keep hurting the people that are closest to me. I am sorry. I just needed to do what I thought was best for the family. I don't need you to be silent right now. I want to know how you are feeling so we can talk and get through this together. And by talking, I don't mean, "hi, bye, how is the whether." I mean REAL talk. Right now I feel scared, nervous, and anxious about everything we are about to experience with having a new child. Right now I need you to break the silence so I have you to talk to.
You tell me that you never know how I am feeling until I put it out on cyber space. Well, I am putting it out here now to reach out to you in hopes that you'll read this and come to me. You are my best friend and I need you. I LOVE YOU!!!!
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